Blogtober Day 19: I Think I've Discovered The Problem

Writing has been difficult lately.  I think my blog has been reflecting that pretty well.  I've had the hardest time pinpointing what it is exactly that is blocking my brain.  I think I know what the problem is.

I stopped writing for myself. 

When I set up a blog, I went into it with the mentality that is was a way to help my writing grow.  I wanted to have a space to output my writing to a few people and keep in practice.  But now this whole blogging thing is getting into my head.  I read all these other blogs about motherhood and news and ethics... I keep feeling like these people have such great things to say.  I wish I had something to contribute too.  I want to sound important.

But I write fiction.

And you know what?  I've decided that is important too.

I'll still write about my life, and ideas and opinions and whatnot.  I just think I need to stop caring about who I'm writing for and do what is important to me.