I did it! I wrote a blog post every day for a whole month!
Now what?
Now I spend more time on my book.
This whole thing has been helpful though. It has forced me to write SOMETHING every day. Even if it is not very good. The point is, I have to keep it up to get to the good.
Also, IT IS HALLOWEEN. WHICH I LOVE.
I have been pumped for Halloween for weeks now. My little family has a pretty good costume plan, and we get to carve pumpkins and eat junk food and YAY!
I won't say what our costumes are, but I will post pictures soon. It's gonna be fantastic.
I hope you have a fun Halloween! Stay away from the crazy alcoholness, and be smart, and don't talk to strangers, and hold hands when you cross the street.
Also, I will accept all chocolate donations.
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Thursday, October 31, 2013
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Blogtober Day 29: Exhaustion
I'm completely exhausted today, and that's all I can think about.
I have been having night after night of insanely vivid dreams and nightmares, each waking me and soothing me in turn. It's a reckless cycle, and I have reached the point where I would do anything to break it.
I don't feel overly stressed, or anxious, or even depressed as compared to normal. In fact, I've been relatively content lately. But nights are... a different story.
It's a good thing Halloween is coming up, because I know I look like a complete zombie shuffling around. My hope for today is that work tires me out so badly tonight, I can come home and crash without a second thought.
I need sleep. I want it. Crave it, even. Yet it evades me.
Have you ever reached that point, where you are so tired, everything feels like it isn't real? Like you are moving in slow motion, and every reaction is delayed while you decide if it's real or not?
I keep catching myself staring into the wall. Maybe if I stare long enough a hole will appear. It will get bigger and bigger until it swallows me up. Then, in the black nothingness of the hole I will sleep as long as I want.
Ugh, everything feels so heavy.
My eyelids feel heavy.
I'm shriveling.
I have been having night after night of insanely vivid dreams and nightmares, each waking me and soothing me in turn. It's a reckless cycle, and I have reached the point where I would do anything to break it.
I don't feel overly stressed, or anxious, or even depressed as compared to normal. In fact, I've been relatively content lately. But nights are... a different story.
It's a good thing Halloween is coming up, because I know I look like a complete zombie shuffling around. My hope for today is that work tires me out so badly tonight, I can come home and crash without a second thought.
I need sleep. I want it. Crave it, even. Yet it evades me.
Have you ever reached that point, where you are so tired, everything feels like it isn't real? Like you are moving in slow motion, and every reaction is delayed while you decide if it's real or not?
I keep catching myself staring into the wall. Maybe if I stare long enough a hole will appear. It will get bigger and bigger until it swallows me up. Then, in the black nothingness of the hole I will sleep as long as I want.
Ugh, everything feels so heavy.
My eyelids feel heavy.
I'm shriveling.
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